Today is January 7, 2021, it is 3:13 a.m. and after 7 days I decided to “point-shoot-aim” (more on that later).
Today is my year to CREATE, my year for POWER. after a tumultuous 2020, in which I took the journey within, I ended the year on 12/31/2020 with one final lesson to learn, hey why the hell not – I’ve only been to hell and back? (I came back and that is the important thing) The final lesson I had to learn directly catapulted me into my POWER year, the year of the Creator, the year I finally move into where I want to be in my life, finally embrace my true passions and finally move toward fulfilling my goals now, not in “the future”.
The journey within was my reaction to the plandemic. you heard me right, the plandemic. no i didnt watch the movie (I don’t watch much tv), but it was a slogan prior to the movie being released, pegged by those who can see behind the curtain. I pegged that slogan, and so did many others (great minds think alike) and [i’m assuming it became some sort of hashtag or something because lo and behold a movie by the same name appeared]. I understood what time it was from within. I did not have to watch a movie or listen to anyone outside myself since this was all predicted long ago. Don’t think this blog is about separation or “us verses them” or arguing over who is right. it doesn’t matter who is right and there is no us v them. There is only “us”, ALL of “us” and we are all in this together. what is Right is what is Right for You, and that will look so differently from person to person. So many “rights” and they all have truth within them. Here is where Respect is necessary.
I want to take a few moments to thank every single person on this planet for being who you are. Even if you don’t appreciate yourself, I appreciate you. Whoever you are, you are a divine soul, you are beautiful (not perfect, but beautiful) in your own way and possess a light within you that, even if dimmed, is there nonetheless. I hope this space can be a respite for each and every person, REGARDLESS of which “side” you are on (are there sides to the circle of humanity?), what your belief system is, what your perspective is, what your fears are, or where you place blame. I learned looooooog ago that no matter where we are in this world and no matter what we look like on the outside, we ALL WANT THE SAME THINGS. WE ALL want a measure of peace and happiness, WE ALL want to feel safe and secure, WE ALL want the ability to care for our Self (and most of us for our families) and WE ALL want to Enjoy our Life (that goes for animals too). How those things take shape in our lives will vary from person-to-person [to person] but RESPECT is where we begin to understand that if we work together we can ALL have the things that we want. ALL of us. There is enough to go around; more than enough. the caveat is: there is enough for each person’s need, but never enough for each person’s greed.
That being said, we all reacted differently to governments issuing a verbal “lockdown” worldwide. Many of us were planning for this all along instinctively living closer to the earth, or equal but opposite – becoming a “prepper” stacking up food and supplies and learning to fend for themselves (why is fending for oneself not a standard thing?), many of us were aware of what may likely come due to our respective paths we follow and many of us were completely blindsided by this. Regardless of any of this knowledge or lack of knowledge, I think it’s safe to say ‘you’re never ready’. Last year was a wakeup call for all of us to Get ready though. It’s time. Enough is enough of polluting our planet, enough is enough of senselessly murdering animals, enough is enough of externalizing our power to other people. It is enough and we are witnessing both the end and the beginning of something new on the Horizon.
And that is a Good Thing
This brings me to the journey within – this is the path I chose to take in reaction to external events. Yes, I freaked out like everyone else, but Im a researcher (and a searcher for truth in general) so I will do the thing I do which is to check the facts. And I checked and checked [and checked] all at the source of the information (I don’t do the news, I do whatever will hold up in a court of law) and I did not like what I found. And I was in a state of fear. fear of what to do. at some point I had to accept that everything I was seeing before my eyes, that I knew from within, and confirmed by .gov arenas was exactly what it was. no way out of it. it is here, it is now, it is happening (#this is happening) so what do I do? well what do I normally do? I normally solve problems not wallow in them. There’s only so much convincing that a circumstance exists before it is time to take action. I can’t fix outside (or can I?) but I do possess the power to find a way out. I can because I Always Have. I Always WILL. So I went searching inward for a way out and I found the way out. Along the way I had to go through the fire. I’ve been through the fire before – its never easy but it IS. So I went and along the way I found much help, much encouragement, armor, tools to help me along my journey and I accumulated as much as I could as often as I could (for me that was daily) and my Father helped me, our Father. It was not easy, but it Was. After all, Anything worth having is worth working for. I was given one final lesson right before the new year and then I was given ALL of my power back. Instantly. As soon as I learned that final lesson.
Which brings me to the following year/cycle/learning curve of my life. And it is Action. I know this in the same way I knew what time it was. It comes within. It is time to move forward, operative word “MOVE” which denotes Action ☺ and this is the year I CREATE. I already know my next few steps but ultimately the year is like a blank canvas. I AM very excited about this and I AM ready. I didn’t go through all that for nothing so I have to make it Mean Something.
Much LOVE to the Divine One, the Creator of ALL THINGS, YHWH
and to each of my human counterparts
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